I've decided that I don't like gravity.

It's not fair.

One of my biggest fears is being imprisoned. I'd have dreams, in film noir black and white, where I'm either in a cell, sitting in despair or plotting an escape. I never really tracked when I'd have these dreams, on comparison to what was happening in my life at that moment, but if I had to guess, it would be the times where I wasn't really excited about anything. Or, where there was a complete lack of adrenaline, whether positive or negative.

And obviously not just physical imprisonment. Actually, its more profoundly the barriers in my mind, or forced no one person is able to control; whether it be circumstance or authority.

And although this may make me hard to please, I still don't expect anything. I guess, in a sense, this fear motivates me.

Trapezing is going to be a regular thing.